I have done it. I have revealed to the world what I am and who I am here to become. It has been a liberating experience and there is no pain in my body for the moment until I am ready to deepen into my spirituality further. I am here and I love you for who I am is you reflected back to me and I thank you for the embodiment of your own divinity in search for the heaven on earth of your greatest visions. I am love and you are too, together we heal the world for a better day than yesterday and with that relativity, may it be that we learn to enjoy the journey as our greatest version recognized to be that which we are becoming. I am the Higher Self of Phuong speaking today and saying it in this way is a little strange for I am writing with the conventions of channeling that I have been practicing. It only goes to show that we are all channels of the source energy as Godsparks that wish to be unlimited in its development as a human consciousness as well. May we ground now this light that we are so too the ego mind may reveal itself for the truth, wisdom, love, adoration of life, protectiveness that it is withholding from fear of judgement. I am a light warrior introducing myself now to be one with my highest greatest most expansive version of me and I thank you for taking the time to drop by today in hearing and knowing this part of your authenticity in the God consciousness that you are to be of support for the life unfolding as a rose of passion, love and purpose reveals itself.
Today I would like to speak of imposter syndrome and truly break it down integrating the soul knowledge with the human experience that I have travelled through as a start-up in the business of channeling for clients professionally without the formality of such in university in which I have derived my human experiences from. Throughout my time during high school I have always known there is this creative bug within me which wanted to know more, be more and heal all. Without that language and understanding or awareness of who I was, it was difficult to relate with others and socially wise, there were many blocks that I had not even come across. Often upon meeting new people, they would pick up something from my energy which was so confusing for me to process having already a confused identity with the ego that tried to play small to keep itself safe and also denying itself of the greatness that relationships are – we share our insights and growth in life. Hence why I have noticed that there was a void within me which grew into neediness of external approval and love and support that would not fulfil the very thing that I was looking for which was self-love, self-healing, divinity, sovereignty.
Flash forward to now and here I am writing to you about these small thoughts having gone somewhere now from yesterday revealing myself to those who I have attached my old ego with. To hold onto oneself so tightly is equal to the grip of the ego that contracts, and contracts some more until there is nowhere to go which has been my experience over these past couple of years. I thought I was on the right track with the ego keeping me safe in honoring the status quo to be the safehaven that is fundamentally built on fear, control and lack of inspiration. I am no longer resentful of what I have left from the past to be here sharing these words with you because I know that none of it defines me. All of it was a choice that I had made and I am now ready to discover myself just as you learn more about the energy that I bring to your awareness to light up within you the recognition of our God consciousness which never needed an external structure to hold it down for it is already all encompassing and much more intelligent than we could ever know. Hence, you are so much more powerful than you could ever know.
This feels so free to be writing with your awareness organically. I feel at peace and I hope to continue this journey forward in greater depth, authenticity, love, truth, wisdom and greatness that we will both journey forward in life to know of and die happily knowing that death is an illusion of the self imposed ego structure which wants to collapse onto itself in the contradiction of what it believes to be true. You are so powerful dear one and I cannot wait to explode into life the fullness of who I am having removed so much shame, guilt, smallness, separation consciousness, neediness in my life. I thank you for your radiance of stepping forward in your journey being one who is reading this consciousness of rebuilding ones livelihood through the awareness of their creative genius or inner child that wants to have an outlet of freedom, purity, justice, empowerment and love. Namaste dear ones.